Isn't life just sad...

Today was a weird day... First as i was walking to school i saw a dead rat on the floor. Then in school my friend kayleigh was being bullied by her friends. THEN as i was walking out the school gate this guy pulled my head scarf off. It may not seem like it but it was embarrassing because i hadn't brushed my hair that morning and high schoolers care a lot about the nonsense.

And i forgot to tell i didn't wake up happy that morning.

Do you ever get that feeling when you wake up and you'd wish the world would disappear. hat's how i felt, then i realised for the thousandth time in my life no matter how much you think someone will actually keep your secrets and really like you

they don't.

All they do is care about themselves.

that's how it is.

Figure me out not...

Why do people feel they need to figure us teenagers out? Just because you may think that we're all out of whack and stupid and stuff doesn't mean we really are or we really do it on purpose. I guess that's just the was adults are... they need to know absolutely everything or their brains explode, well that's how they make themselves appear. Teachers think we do all the bad stuff on purpose like we demons sent from the devil himself to send all the adults mad. Teachers... they makes us feel as if they're the boss and they always will be. It's almost like they think we don't know were going to be older and have responsibilities, it's like they feel we're ignorant of the fact that we might be parents someday. We know that, we know we're probably going to have the house all to ourselves and have no one to clean up after us but seriously we know that fact and that's the reason we act all dumb and stupid and silly. It's because we don't want to waste all our teenage years studying hard and then when we're finally grown up we won't even be able to have fun like this again.

It's just like my childhood. I dodn't run around or play like all the others kids because despite my age i was always aware of how i looked and what i would look like if i ran around and acted stupid. Now that i'm a teen it's like i should've played and messes about while i still had the chance... When no one would judge me harshly.  

High School Sucks...

i don't think all you grownup's on here remember but in high school there will always be a time where nobody likes you. I mean Sure you can be fun and goofy and nice but you can't stay that way forever. So there'll always be a time where being a teenager is just too much...