Friends

Since i always need an obsession to get through life my new obsession is friends! it's like one of the funniest shows ever! the problem is my mum hates the show... she is a pretty strict Muslim so she doesn't like to hear about sex and stuff... but then again neither should i...

Isn't life just sad...

Today was a weird day... First as i was walking to school i saw a dead rat on the floor. Then in school my friend kayleigh was being bullied by her friends. THEN as i was walking out the school gate this guy pulled my head scarf off. It may not seem like it but it was embarrassing because i hadn't brushed my hair that morning and high schoolers care a lot about the nonsense.

And i forgot to tell i didn't wake up happy that morning.

Do you ever get that feeling when you wake up and you'd wish the world would disappear. hat's how i felt, then i realised for the thousandth time in my life no matter how much you think someone will actually keep your secrets and really like you

they don't.

All they do is care about themselves.

that's how it is.

Alone In The Dark

OK so a few weeks ago i felt a strong hard urge to play a scary game. I think i watched a movie or something... whatever. Anyway my brothers only had one scary game on their XBOX 360 which was alone in the dark. i shit my pants even before i played the damn game ha ha! :P i got my sis to play with me! at first it was just a thing we did when we we're bored now it's like an OBSESSION!

(note: i think i always need to be obsessed with something or my brain'll explode, first it as kingdom hearts, then it was ugly Betty, now it's alone in the dark)

We've gotten past all the roots of evil that were sticking out the ground, yeah we killed every single one of them now we have like 100 spectral vision!

(it's this kind of 6th sense where you can see zombies and roots)

Then we went to this building where there was this massive shield protecting it all but it was weakened because of the decrease in roots.

Now we're inside the earth and going through all these puzzles that are so totally awesome! I'm stuck on the one were the roof caves in.

Anyway if you have any tips or questions PLEASE ASK!!! 

i love this game!!!!!

PS. this is gonna sound really creepy but i kinda have a crush on poor 'lil Eddy AKA Edward even though he's like a 100 years old!

ha ha yeah i know I'm sad! }:P

Figure me out not...

Why do people feel they need to figure us teenagers out? Just because you may think that we're all out of whack and stupid and stuff doesn't mean we really are or we really do it on purpose. I guess that's just the was adults are... they need to know absolutely everything or their brains explode, well that's how they make themselves appear. Teachers think we do all the bad stuff on purpose like we demons sent from the devil himself to send all the adults mad. Teachers... they makes us feel as if they're the boss and they always will be. It's almost like they think we don't know were going to be older and have responsibilities, it's like they feel we're ignorant of the fact that we might be parents someday. We know that, we know we're probably going to have the house all to ourselves and have no one to clean up after us but seriously we know that fact and that's the reason we act all dumb and stupid and silly. It's because we don't want to waste all our teenage years studying hard and then when we're finally grown up we won't even be able to have fun like this again.

It's just like my childhood. I dodn't run around or play like all the others kids because despite my age i was always aware of how i looked and what i would look like if i ran around and acted stupid. Now that i'm a teen it's like i should've played and messes about while i still had the chance... When no one would judge me harshly.  

High School Sucks...

i don't think all you grownup's on here remember but in high school there will always be a time where nobody likes you. I mean Sure you can be fun and goofy and nice but you can't stay that way forever. So there'll always be a time where being a teenager is just too much...

BoyFriends and Best Friends

I hate how when girls get boyfriends they go so kookoo over them. It's cool having a boyfriend yeah but whatever happened to friends. Girls seem to forget all about them when they get a bf, they never seem to have time or place for the people who they've known all their lives. After hearts are broken and tears are shed. you'll regret picking the boy over a friend.

The Gorld Going By

I wish i could just stay cooped up in my room and never leave just so the world can go past without me. No one would miss me, except my teachers and the few friends i have. The real friends i mean. Anyone living in reality would know what i mean.

All I'd do was think that the world was really like the quotes on google say. Like i used to think when i was 10. Like my older sister sees it when she's a bit hyper.

The only reason i can't is i need to go to school, it's actually become a habit getting up at exactly 7:00am in the morning.

it's actually a bit annoying on the weekend.

If i could just stay in my room all I'd need to do was sit and draw, (don't forget write) about all the imaginary things in my head.

Unlike most of those brain dead girls out there,

i don't need a big strong guy (ew)

I can look after myself

...Oh and no offence guys.